For everyone who in Arashi fandom must be know about this. Hehehehe...
I am one of the people who get shock since I am very respect him.
May I describe how is my feel right now?
It's like I am watching my older brother getting close with someone and I still can't used with her. I can't accept her because I am feel jealous she can be so friendly with him.
But I know I am wrong. I know he deserve a good and better life with someone who he love very much. I can't make sure myself what should I do and feel.
It doesn't mean I am not agree if he have her as his wife it is just I have a time to get used.
That what I feel.
That mean I didn't.. once again I DID NOT DEBATING if I accept or not about their relationship, i am disgarer or agree with their relationship since I believe every fangirl are have different way to react and Sho with Ogawa have their mind and life too.
It is like I AM DEBATING IN MYSELF about what should I FEEL right now as fans here. It like a war inside my mind and my heart.
Not mean I WANT TO TAKE A WAR with ANOTHER FANGIRL. I just need time to used with the reality with stay away for a while from Arashi and everything that related with Sho or Ogawa until my mind and heart strong enough to face the reality that I am nothing to do with their live.
Hahahahahaha... Feels like I wanna crying at corner my room because my brother will married soon now.
I have to used with these reality (once again after Ohno rumor) 😂😂😂😂😂