私のワンダーランド

yumn_yumi

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NOTE! from my beloved beta-reader, Maki-san (Some Japanese terms used that you might not know.)

• “kachou” means “boss” or “section chief” but can also literally mean “supervisor”. In this fanfic the “section chief” term will be used. This will be used by Ohno Satoshi who is addressing Matsumoto Jun, the chief in their section.
• “buchou” means “a head of a department” or “general manager”. It will be used by Matsumoto Jun addressing Sakurai Sho, their department head.
• “bento” is a Japanese-styled wooden lunch box that is a multi compartment and is elaborately decorated.

Please enjoy the story~ ^ - ^/


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Ohno wiped away the tears that were on the corner of his eyes before it fell. He raised his head to prevent tears from falling. Once he felt he could stop the tears, he sighed and looked at his face on the large mirror in the men's room.

“Ah~ I shouldn’t cry. Such a crybaby” he said to himself as he washed his face. He heard someone coming.

“Eh? Ohno-kun!” Aiba said with his cheerful voice. Ohno felt a soft pat on his shoulder. He turned around and gave Aiba a smile.

“Hello, Aiba-kun.”

“Eh? Are you crying? What happened?” he asked, looking at Ohno’s face.

“It’s... it’s nothing.”

"Eh~ there is something. Your nose is red, your face looks red too, and your eyes look a little teary. You totally looked like you cried!” Ohno shakes his head.

“Of course not. Why should I be crying?” he smiled again. “Besides, I just washed my face, of course it’ll be red.” Aiba pouted. “There’s no such thing.” Aiba sighed as he observed Ohno’s face once again.

“Look, we are partners here, co-workers even if we are in a different division. We are friends since high school. If there is something—I mean anything—that's disturbing your mind and days, if you want to talk to someone, I’ll be the first in your list, okay?” Ohno nodded.

“You can talk to me about anything, any moments, anytime, day and night. I’ll hear you and will give you solutions if I can” Ohno nodded again.

“And-”

“And I have to go back to work now, Aiba-kun” Ohno cut him.

“Ah! That’s right. We can talk later, after work. It’s not good making Matsumoto- kachou wait or he will get angry. He looks evil when he's angry” Aiba shivered as he talked about the evil Matsumoto.

“Well... he is.”

“I’m really surprised you can work with him until this day. You must be strong, nee ... Ganbatte Ohno-kun” Aiba said as he smiled.

“Haii. Ganbarimasu !” and he walked away from the toilet. He closed the door behind him and sighed.

If you know how much I want to protest to him. I just can’t...

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“How many times do I have to tell you, don’t use that ugly glasses again!! Are you even listening to me, huh?!” The next day, the room—is once again—full of Matsumoto’s shouting and complaints. Everyone outside the room can hear him. Few of them peek into the room. In front of Matsumoto there is Ohno who busy bowing deeply to apologize.

“I-I’m really sorry, Matsumoto kachou *. I’m really sorry...”

“What’s your excuses today, huh?” Matsumoto threw himself on his chair, looking at Ohno. Ohno could almost see fire on Matsumoto’s angry eyes.

“I... I’m still not used with contact lens. Actually I can’t use them. I don’t understand how to put them.” Ohno tried his best not to cry in front of Matsumoto. He kept looking on the floor, avoiding Matsumoto’s eyes. He can hear Matsumoto click his tongue in annoyance.

“Are you an idiot?! You can’t even use contact lens?!”

“It’s just too scary to use, Matsumoto-san..” Ohno gave his best to make his boss understand. After a few minutes, Matsumoto Jun kept throwing his tantrums at Ohno. Angry at everything and throwing all his complaints from simple to the simplest thing. Ohno can only keep his eyes close whenever Matsumoto - or let’s call him Jun, for short, and only just a few people who can keep calling him like that—raises his voice. It’s like a thunderbolt in a beautiful evening. Ohno tried, really tried to keep his eyes not teary or from even crying.

But he failed. 

When one of single tear ran fast from his eyes to his cheek and fell to the floor. It’s like a miracle. Suddenly Jun stopped.

“Wh-what-”

“I’m really sorry, Matsumoto kachou ... I’m really sorry...” Ohno kept on repeating that. He raised his head slowly to look at Jun with tears on the corner of his eyes.

“I-I’ll do my best. Please don’t fire me. I’ll fix this, everything... I… I will also learn how to wear contact lens. I... I’m really sorry Matsumoto kachou ,” once again Ohno bowed deeply. Jun sighed at him and look at another way.

Honestly… he did not really mean to make this man cry.
“Go away from my room. Do what I said and...” he looked at Ohno again, he can see that the man is looking at him with eyes full of confusion. “...and don’t forget about your promise. I don’t care if I have to fire you next time. Remember that!”

Ohno was still looking at him with a confused face, teary eyes, wet cheeks & nose. But that somehow made Jun’s heart jump a little.

“What are you waiting for?! Go away from my eyes! NOW!!”

After he heard Jun screaming he went back to reality. “Ah! Gomennasai. Hountou nii. Excuse me...” and he ran away from the door.

“AND DON’T FORGET TO CLOSE THE DOOR!! YOU IDIOT!!” Jun’s screaming made Ohno go back to

close the door.

“I’m sorry. Really... I’m so sorry,” he said as he closed the door and ran back to his chair.

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“I heard about that,” Aiba tried to start the conversation because Ohno didn’t talk. Even a single ‘hello’ to him since they met for lunch.

“Heard about what?” Ohno asked him as he ate a spoon full of food into his mouth. Chewing them happily.

“About Matsumoto-san who-”

“Ah~ Umaiiii ! This food really has a great taste,” Ohno said with happy face. Aiba sighed.

“Look, Ohno-kun. I-”

“You have to try this food too, Masaki.”

“Ohno!”

“I don’t wanna talk about it.”

“Eh?”

“I don’t want to talk about my job when I’m with my food for breakfast, lunch, dinner or even my snack time,” Ohno said again as he took another spoon to eat.

“Okay...” and once again they ate their lunch in silence.

“Where did you get the news?” suddenly Ohno’s question made Aiba click his tongue.

“You said you didn’t want to hear anything about job when you’re with your food.”

“I was just asking where did you get the news?”

 “Gossips can spread like a dandelion seed blown by the wind” Aiba said as he drank his water.

 “Ah... souka .”

 “I think I can help you about-”

 “No, thank you.”

 “But...”

 “I’ll call you if I need any help. Now, excuse me. I have to back to my work before lunch time finished. You know I’m still not good with directions, I can get lost in my own office. And you know what it will be next, right?”

 Aiba nodded. “Your Matsumoto-san will really, really get angry.”

 “Yes. And... he is not my Matsumoto-san. Jyaa nee , Aiba-kun” he left the canteen while Aiba continued to stare at Ohno.

Ah... I hope he can do his best, Aiba told himself.

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Someone was knocking on his door when he was having his lunch. Actually, it’s disturbing him.

 “Yes! Come in!”

 The person stepped inside the room with a bright smile.

 “Konnichiwa ~ Jun-chan~” he said in a teasing tone.

 “Ah. Buchou *… What brings you here? ” Jun asked as he stopped eating and stood up and bowed deeply.

 “Tsk! Don’t be so formal. Just call me Sho, like always!” he walked to a chair in front of Jun’s table.

 “Sit down, sit down! And continue eating, nee?”

 “What is it, Sho-kun?” Jun sat down and continued eating.

 “Ah~ I see. You must be in an ‘angry-mode’, right?” Sho answered with a question. Jun sighed in frustration. He placed his chopstick down and looked straight to Sho.

 “What is it, Sho-kun? If you don’t answer me, I promise I’ll-”

 “What? What will you do?” Sho cut him, asking him like he was threatening back his bestfriend. Jun—once again—sighed in defeat.

 “I heard about...” Sho said as he take one of Jun’s meat in his bento * with his fingers.

 “About what?” Jun only can look at Sho.

 “About you. Angry. In the beautiful morning. Throwing your petty tantrums to someone who’s actually... hmmm... how should I describe him? Cute?”

 “Well, he can’t do his job properly. That’s why I get angry.”

 “Nope...” Sho licked his finger which was covered with sauce. “You actually like him...” he continued as he licked another finger.

 “Wh-what?! Like? Him? How could you make such a ridiculous conclusion like that?!”

 “Hmmm... I just know it. Believe me, you... actually, deep in your heart... you like—no!—maybe love him,” Sho said as he take another meat in Jun’s bento .

 Jun snorted, “Impossible.”

 “Why are you always just concern about one employee when you have ten? You always get angry at him, only… him,” Sho said again before he ate the meat.

 “Actually, I also get angry at the others, too” Jun ward Sho’s words.

 “Ah, aah~? Nope. I know how many times you get angry to your ten employees, Jun-kun,” Sho licked his fingers again.

 “Ouh? Really? Did you count? And for God’s sake if you don’t stop licking your fingers, I promise I’ll bite those fingers” Sho can sense from Jun’s voice that he seems challenged and frustrated.

 “You just can’t resist seeing me so sexy while I lick my fingers...” he said as he took out his little notebook and started to search for something. His face lit up when he finally found it.

 “Here, let me read it for you. At 9th April, you got angry at Ohno-san because he is late one minute. At 10th in same month, you also got angry at him because he was wearing weird clothes-”

 “That’s obvious, he was late the other day and he wore weird clothes. We are working in an entertainment world, Sho-kun. Entertainment world! We can’t work with… with lame fashion!” Jun tried to avoid Sho to continue. But it Sho wouldn’t stop reading his list.

 “...and today you threw your petty tantrums at him and made him cry. You really are crazy.” Sho closed his notebook with a triumphant look on his face. But Jun remembered something.

 Yes...That was true. He made Ohno cry today. He can even remember how the first tears touched the floor. It made him stop at once.

 “I just can’t understand.” Sho shrugged “If you keep him only for throwing your tantrums like that, I’ll just get him to be my personal assistant. I can see a really great potential in him Jun. It’s okay. I’ll receive him with open hands,” Sho kept on making Jun feel guilty.

“Well, I guess I have to go back to my office now. Bye-bye Jun-kun. Don’t forget to think about my offer, nee ?” he stood up and walked away. But before Sho could open the door someone opened it from outside and accidentally hits Sho’s face until he fell flat on the floor.

“OUCH!!” he groaned as he held his nose.

“SHO!!” Jun ran towards him and looked at his face. “Are you okay?”

“I-I’m okay... I’m fine,” he said as he kept his palms on his face, especially his nose.

“Oh, my! I’m so sorry, Buchou-san . I didn’t know you were-”

“HOII! You have to be careful when you open the door! It’s Sakurai-san you hit! Our manager! Did you ever think that he could fire you so easily?!” Jun yelled at the person who opened the door. He realized it was Ohno, again.

“I’m really sorry Matsumoto-san, I-”

“It’s okay. It was just an accident. You don’t have to yell. It’ll only make my head spin.” Sho successfully stopped him from scolding Ohno.

“I’m really sorry about this, Sho-kun” Jun helped Sho to stand up.

“It’s okay, really. I have my first aid kit in my office...” he paused and looked at Ohno. “Maybe I can borrow your employee to help me, now...” he said again as he looked at Ohno who was trembling in fear of getting fired.

“Ah! Ohno-san! You have to help Sakurai-san for what you did!” Jun’s yelling made him only nod.

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“Once again I’m really sorry...” Ohno said as he took another tissue to pat on Sho’s bleeding nose.

 “It’s okay. See... it’s not bleeding now. Thank you for your help”

 “But, I-”

 “Say, I have great offer for you!” Sho suddenly changed their topic.

 “Eh?”

 “I would like you to be my personal assistant, would you?”

 “Eh?!”

 “You can do some of your work in your house. I need someone who’s always here, with me.” Sho looked into the latter’s eyes who’s also looking back at him with a confused face.

“I...I…”
“Look... I know you have a good things, you have a talent as a good employee. I know you can do something good for our company with your ideas. And with you beside me, you can help me and share your ideas for a better future of our company. You don’t have to hear Jun—Ah... I’m sorry—Matsumoto-san’s angry voice everyday. You can increase your ability. You deserve it...” Sho said as he took Ohno’s hands and squeezed them.

“I... I... I...”

“You deserve it, Satoshi...” he said as he look at Ohno’s name tag. Sho leaned closer to Ohno’s ear.

“You can do better here... with me,” he said again with a deep and dark voice. And that voice is like a magic spell.

“Sho-kun, is Ohno still with-” Jun opened Sho’s office door without knocking, looking for Ohno. But what he saw made him stop. He can see Sho leaning so close—so close—to Ohno.

“Matsumoto... san...” Ohno said as he turned to look at him.

 “Ah, Jun-kun. I’m sorry. I’m already finish with-” Sho said as he sat up straight.

 “I’m sorry for disturbing. Excuse me, Buchou ” and Jun stepped outside and close the door. As the door closed, he walked fast back to his office. He didn’t know why he was acting strangely when he saw them. His heart was somehow beating so fast. It’s like he ran in a marathon.

 And was he hurt when he saw those two?

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The another day, Jun keep his mouth shut. Only got angry when he reached his limit. Everytime his eyes caught Ohno, he avoids him.

“Konnichiwa , Matsumoto-san. I want to give this documents from-”

 “Can you please tell Mayumi-san to take the documents here?” Jun cut him. Ohno seems like he wants to say something but he kept it.

 “I understand, Matsumoto kachou. Excuse me” and he close the door.

Why can’t I face him like always I do?

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And Jun really avoided Ohno for two months . He didn’t throw his tantrum at Ohno like always. He seems to be more silent more than being angry now. He only does that now if he can’t control his emotions.

Actually, it makes Ohno’s days feel more comfortable. He can do his job better than usual. Now he can understand about what they call happiness and peace in their job.

But that’s only the first month. When Matsumoto was still avoiding him, he thought “ Did he do something to make Matsumoto kachou avoid him? Was he sooooooo mad at him?”

“Nope. I think he’s not angry at you” Sho said as he listened to Ohno’s story.

“Really? But why is he avoiding me? It’s like he doesn’t want to talk to me... Ah, maybe he doesn’t even wanna to see me, too” Ohno said while thinking again.

“Maybe he’s just tired being angry at you?”

“Maybe...”

Is it really about that? I guess I did some BIG mistake on his eyes.

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Knock! Knock!

“Yees! Come in!” Jun said.

“I’m sorry for disturbing, Matsumoto-san...” Ohno opened the door. He can hear Matsumoto click his tongue with an annoyed face.

“What?” he asked without looking at Ohno.

“Is it okay if I come in?”

“Didn’t you hear me say ‘Come in’? Or should I say it again?” Jun seems more pissed off now.

“Ah... I’m sorry,” Ohno closed the door behind him and walked in front of Matsumoto’s table and stand there.

“What is it? Is it so important that it really made you come here?” Jun still didn’t look at Ohno, it made Ohno more and more afraid if he really did something wrong to his boss.

“I just... I just want to ask if I had did something wrong, Matsumoto-san? If I did , please tell me...”

“No. You didn’t. Now can you please leave?” Jun answered it quickly.

“But Matsumoto-san, you seemed to avoid me until now. And I’m afraid I-”

“You didn’t do anything. Please, leave.” Jun cut him and turned his chair around to another direction, so he didn’t have to face Ohno.

“Matsumoto-san...?" 

“What?!”

“Why don’t you look at me now? Even with all of this changes? Why you don’t look at me?” Ohno asked him again and again. Jun clicked his tongue as he turned his chair around fastly. Ready for yelling at this man as he stood up from his chair.

“Why you—” suddenly he stopped. Yes ... he stopped. Because what he saw was not the usual Ohno. The usual Ohno who was always wearing thick glasses. Made him look like an idiot in front of Jun’s eyes. The usual Ohno who always go everywhere with a sloping bag and tapes. The usual Ohno always wears weird clothes.

But not this Ohno. He wasn’t the Ohno who standing in front of him now. Who Jun always yells at.

No. It wasn’t him...

This Ohno didn’t use his usual thick glasses. Didn’t wear weird clothes, nor his weird bag too. This Ohno looks so fresh without his glasses. His chubby cheeks look so cute to squeeze and pinch. His clothes suits him so much, a stylish denim long sleeves, with an open first button with jeans and a gold necklace. He was even wearing a trendy watch.

No... this Ohno just like he always want to see. But not with his teary eyes like this.

“Is it because you doesn’t like my changes, Matsumoto-san?” Ohno asking again, make Jun back to himself.

“No... it’s not.”

“Then what?!?!” Ohno force him again. Jun gulped. Ohno’s angry face not look so scary with his teary eyes, but too cute now.

Jun face palms himself, hiding his face.

“Eh? What happend, Mastumoto-san? Are you hurt?” Ohno walking towards Jun, afraid if his boss have ache.

“Why you are so cute even without glassess?” Jun said between his palms.

“Eh? Cute? Even... without glassess?” Ohno repeat, seems confused now.

“You are really idiot! Don’t you understand I really like you?” Jun finally can face him now. Ohno can see Jun’s cheeks blushing in red. Really red just like a fresh tomato. And now, maybe he also blushing because of Jun’s words.

“What? Like?”

“I really like you since the first time you join my division. But I dissapointed when I see you in weird clothes.”

“So...?”

“That’s why I always asking you to changes your style! Ouh, God!” once again Jun facepalms. “You are really slow!”

“Ah... I’m sorry, Matsumoto-san. I’m slow” Ohno said as he bow for apologize. But... after a few seconds...

“EEH?! WHAT?! So all this time? Actually you like me?!” Ohno seems just realized it.

“Yes, I am. I really like you. But all these time you are to slow to understand it! Goddamnit! You are to slow Ohno-kun!”

Ohno giggling.

 “What so funny?” Jun asking.

 “You calling me “Ohno-kun”, Matsumoto-san.”

 “So?”

 “I like it. I like when you call my name like that.”

 “Huh?”

 “I like it... your voice when calling me” Jun staring at him dumbfounded. That smile, Ohno’s smile. It’s different, it’s warm.

 “I’m sorry, but I know you with Sho-kun, right?” Jun give a pouty lips, shruking in a cute way in Ohno’s eyes.

 “Who said that, Matsumoto-san?”

 “I saw you with him... kissing with him...” Jun looking straight to his eyes. “There is no way I could steal my best friend’s boyfriend.”

 “Wh-what? We are not kissing!” Ohno seems blushing in red, jump in surprised because Jun’s statement.

 “Of course, you are! You guys so close. I can remember how you blushing with a blank eyes like that! How could you-”

 “NOOOO!!!” suddenly Ohno screaming, make Jun stop.

 “There is no such things. He asking me for transfering into his division. I just blank like that because amazed by his voice. I can’t describe it, but his voice somehow really… hypnotist me. Only that. And there is nothing can make me transfering from your division. Never,” Ohno said as he stay away from Jun who staring blankly to him

 “What...?” Ohno asking while Jun keep staring at him.

 “Why you didn’t want transfering from my division?”

 “Because... eerr...” Ohno seems confused how suppose he answer that question. “...because I still like to work in this division. Yes! That the reason,” Ohno nodded.

 “Lie.”

 “Eh?”

 “You like me too, don’t you?” Jun asking to him.

 “Eh? Wh-why? You are my boss. There is no such things like that. And-and... we are man... so-so...” Ohno answering him awkwardly. He do best for stay away from Jun. He quickly give a deep bowing.

 “I-I’m sorry, Matsumoto-san. I-I’ll back to my work...” Ohno make excusess and as fast as he can to run quickly to the door. But Jun’s hand move more fast than Ohno’s feet.

 “Don’t you dare to go from me!” Jun threat him.

 “B-but..”

 “Don’t you dare to stay away from me! Again!!” Jun screaming as he take Ohno back to him.

 “I’m so sor—“

 Suddenly he can feel something soft on his lips. Maybe Jun pull him to strong until he can feel his waist hurt, but his lips... his lips is the most that he feel. so soft, warm and gentle. Ohno in Jun’s arms can relaxing as he feel that, until he can close his eyes. Enjoying that kiss.

“Don’t you ever, dare to go away from me...” Jun said after he pull himself from that kiss, but not really stay away so Ohno still can feel his breath there.

 Ohno gasped, but nodded after that.

“So, you really llike me don’t you?” Jun asking him again, still being stubborn is his habit. Ohno nodded again, blushing.

“Since first time you help me with my work...” he said in tiny voice.

“Even after all my screaming, yelling-”

“Shouting and all of your tantrums. Yes... I still like you...” Ohno continue Jun’s words still with his shy voice.

Jun smilling.

“You...” he cupped Ohno’s cheeks and kissing him again. This time full of passionate and Ohno seems okay with that. Even he return the kiss with his way. And how they giggling after that kiss, make them feel how awkward and happy in same time.

“You always cute even with that glassess, too” Jun said again.

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 let me put the picture that inspired me to write this fic

Title : Cold + You = Warm
Pairing : Juntoshi (Jun and Ohno)
Length : one-shot
Rating : PG
Genre : fluff
Warning : un-betaed, it would be so much mistake in grammar and wrong words. I'm really sorry m_ _m
Summary : the night when Ohno sleep over in Jun's house is a cold night and far away from his heated floor make him (of course) feel cold

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It's cold. And Ohno is in Jun's house for sleep over this night. He sit on couch, curled himself like a ball while keep staring at TV. Even he know his eyelids can't take it anymore he keep watching it.

Jun come from kitchen while holding two mugs contained hot tea.

"Here," Jun offered one of the mug to Ohno. Ohno staring at the mug at first. Considering the cold that he felt already frozen himself but can't move since he believe he will frozen in a second after he shifted from his position. Still he want to take the hot tea, just to feel the warm from it. So Ohno shifted and take the mug.

"Ahh~~ it's warm...." Ohno sighed as he bring the mug closed to him, wraped it with his palms. Jun smiled at him, he is cute when he sighed in relieved like this.

"Already sleepy don't you?"

Ohno nodded after sipped his tea. He know he already sleepy but still staring at TV just to re-watch Jun's drama.

"I should be at my home now. Laying on my heated floor," Ohno said while he pouting and looking at the floor.

"Well... I'm sorry for that."

Ohno looking around the room, "We have these bonsais. To many bonsais. I hope they can make me warm too."

Jun chuckled at him.

"Why not sleep then? After finish our tea? It can make you forget about the cold," Jun said.

"Hmmm... okay then. After this tea."

So the silence embracing them while the TV keep playing Jun's drama. Sometimes Ohno will shifted when he felt cold. Bring the mug close to him and sighed with a relieved face once again after felt the warm from the mug. Sometime Ohno's fingers feet looks playing along to make himself warm.

Jun know it. He know it must be cold. But Jun found it too cute to stoped. He want to continue torturing his boyfriend like he didn't know or care. Until Ohno himself said he want somethings to warm him.

"Jun..." Ohno called him.

"Hmmm?"

"My tea. Is finish," he said again with a short words. Jun take Ohno's mug and gone to kitchen for washed them and back again. Ohno still on his position. Sit with embracing his feet with bring it close to his chest, make close to his body. To make sure himself warm.

"Want to brush our teeth first? Then we can change to our pijamas," Jun tell him while sit near Ohno. Ohno can only nodded, rubbing his eyes with his back hand.

They brushed their teeth. Changed to their pijamas. And climbing to Jun's king size bed.

But Ohno staring at the bed after he touch the mattres with confused face.

"Eh? What happend Satoshi?"

"It's cold..." then he look at Jun, "I hate it."

"It'll not."

"But it is, Jun-chan..."

"Here..." Jun opened his arms. Welcoming and inviting Ohno into his embrace. Ohno at first keep pouting until Jun pull him to the bed and inside his arms.

"How?" Jun asking, combed Ohno's hair who being comfortable inside Jun's arms.

"It's... warm. I love it."

"See... it's not really bad right?" Jun covering their body with a thick blanket and placed another blanket behind Ohno's back just to make sure it is warm enough for his Riida.

"Cold plus you is warm, nee..." Ohno mumbling, still inside Jun's embrace. Actually it's clear for Jun to heard him. But he want Ohno to repeat that words again.

"What?"

"It's... cold and... you... is... warm..." Ohno mumbling again, this time he already lost his conciusness deep inside his sleep. And Jun see Ohno's eyes already closed when  he looked at him.

"Hmmm... I'll make sure you'll only need me when it's cold. Not the heated floor" he tighten his embraced to Ohno, make Ohno shifted a little but still in his dream.

Then Jun joined Ohno into dreamland.

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Note :
Inspired from VS 嵐 opening when they talk abput what they do when it cold. Anyone watch that too?

I love how Ohmiya feel so proud for their heated floor and laughed at Ohno's comments about what he weared when it is cold. 😂😂😂

Title : A Book
Length : One-shot
Pairing/Charcters : Ohno Satoshi/Sakurai Sho. (Yama)
Genre : Fluff
Rating : G, PG
Warning : maybe it'll be bad story with many mistake with grammar. I'm sorry, but english is not my mother language. m(_ _)m *edited : some friend from FB give me many correction for this. hehe... thank you~"
Summary : Ohno always read a book that he never leave. The book from someone. and from that book someone come out. (Ah... gomen. I'm bad with making summary m_ _m)

enjoy the story~ ^ - ^

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Title: Kiss Practice
Pairing/group: Sakumiya (Arashi)
Length: Oneshot
Rating: PG
Genre: fluff
Warnings: (Not-beta-ed / Beta-self) English not my mother language. I’m really really sorry for (alot of) the grammar mistake, for bad summary, bad story, bad plot. please bear with it m_ _m )
Summary: when they still juniors, Nino always looking at Sho for all time because there is something bothering him

It's Nino's birthday! Yatta~~~
Hope all the best for Ninomiya Kazunari. Oh... and Please enjoy the story ^ - ^/

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Nino looking at Sho from afar. As far as he could but still could catch his shadow swept his gaze. Occasionally he ventured to look at him directly when he felt Sho really did not see it.

Even when the shooting took place, not normally for Nino would steal a glance at Sho. Usually he will immediately say what was in his head. But until the shooting ended and he found himself and Sho in greenroom make him restless.

"What is it, Nino?" Asked Sho looked at him. Nino looked directly at him. His lips open to say what he would say, but then he came back to close it.

"There's something bothering you?" Asked Sho again. Nino simply bowed, nodding.

"Just say it. We are one group, friends. From now on, all members problems will be ours problems" Sho pat Nino gently. The younger just look at him with sheepy smile and he looked down to the floor again.

"Well ... Sho-san. I want to know something..." Nino finally decided to say what is disturbing feelings lately.
"Something?" Sho repeat it. Nino nodded.

"I really wanted to know about it..." Sho increasingly looked at him curiously that makes Nino swallowed itself. Shortly Sho's face became so close he could remember.

"Yes?"

"About... hm... how do I say it, yes..." Nino looked glanced in different directions trying to avoid the approaching of Sho’s sight.

"You know, if you like it, it just make me became more curious. Just say it."

"Hmm... but I..." Nino looked at Sho then dropped his gaze back to the floor, "I... I’m shame ..."

Sho frowned, puzzled. "Shame? Shame why? Why should you be ashamed?"

"It's something that-that that's ..." Nino face getting flushed with embarrassment. How could he tell right away that he was eager to know what it feels like... kissing.

Sho then distanced himself, stands in front of Nino, smiling.

"Whatever subject we are talking about—anything—I will listen and provide solutions" Sho smiled. He touched Nino chin and lifted the face of the young to be staring at her. This time Nino could look at him, though her face was flushed.

"Well, Sho... I really want to know how it feels..." he looked at Sho glance, gulp for a momment, then here’s the word come "... a kiss"

Sho’s eyes bulged, surprised that he did not think Nino would talk about it. While Nino realize direct expression changes Sho frantically. He knew very well that Sho would give it expression.

“B-but it’s okay, Sho. It’s just... well-I know you’ll be like this. But-but... I just curious and I just-just” Nino was silent when she heard Sho laughing.

"So you've never been kissed?" He asked. By Nino nodded shyly.

"And never kissing?” Nino nood again

“And you ask me how does it feel?" Nino nodded—again.

"Well, why do not we practice it?" Nino tilted his head, confused with Sho’s words. "Kiss. We practice it. So you know how it feels" Sho smiled.

"Oh?? EH! N-No! No, no, no, no, no!! It's okay Sho. It's okay. Really. I just asking, not asking for practice. No, Sho" Nino outright refused. Now if Nino could see his face, he is very confident that his face already looks like a boiled crab.

“Hmm... it’s okay, Nino. Really. I just give you some idea for that” Sho chuckled at him. But Nino shook his head quickly.

“That’s a bad idea. Very bad bad bad. A crazy idea, Sho” Nino said. But Sho hold his hand and push their body, until Nino’s back touch the cold wall behind him.

“Sh-Sho?” Nino call his name, but the older just smile at him. Somehow, that smile is really gentle. But at sometime it’s look scary for Nino.

“It’s okay, Nino. Just take it easy” Nino can feel Sho’s breath near his ear, make him shivered. Sho’s voice so deep and.. what is it again? Deep and sexy? Even can make Nino feel good with this close distance between them.

“B-but people can see us” the younger’s can feel his voice trembling. But Sho look like know about that. He stroke Nino’s arm softly.

“The others already go home, Kazu” once again Sho speak softly on Nino’s ears.

Suddenly, Nino can feel something wet around his ears. He can feel Sho’s tongue licking his earlobe. This time not just his voice but Nino can feel his body also trembling.

“S-Sho... it’s... tickle...” Nino shoulder up to relieve the tingling he felt. But Sho mumbles while continuing his activities.

“Sh-Sho?” Nino call his name. Sho stop his activity and look at Nino’s face. press his and the younger forehead, so their face so close. Even Nino can feel Sho’s breath in front of him and Sho can feel this man in front of him trembling.

“What is it, Kazu?” he ask Nino. He just gulped. Actually he want it but at same time he want to stop it.

“I-I don’t know what I have to do” he said with shy. Again, Sho smile. Or maybe this time that’s smile is smirk.

“Just like I said before, relax. And feel it, Kazu” Sho’s hand already travelling around Nino hips up to his chest. Nino can’t breath properly. He don’t know if Sho’s touch can make his body reacted so much.

Sho’s lips, without Nino realized already touch Nino’s lips. Why this thing can make me trembling? The younger think again.

That lips feel smooth and warm. That’s only before Sho’s tongue find way into Nino’s mouth. Slowly counting the younger’s teeth.

At first, Nino didn’t know what to do. What he can do only out of breathing. It’s like Sho take all his air from his lungs.

“Breath, Kazu... breath like you always do” Sho said after release the kiss.

Even you told me so, I can’t do that because you make me like this.
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“How is it?”

“Hmm?” Nino humming.

“The kiss? How it feel like?” Sho asking again.

“Hmm... I don’t know” Nino shruged. Sho knew this gamer only want to teasing him.

“Eh? Still don’t know how is the feel like?” Sho pretending surprised.

“Eh?”

“How if we do that again?”

“EEHH?!!” but it’s late because Nino already traped between Sho’s body and wall behind him.

“You said you still don’t know how it feel like. You seems still confused...”

“Eh?! But-but-but..”

“How if we do morethan kiss? Perhaps... we have to practice it here? Maybe after that you know how that feel?” and Nino can see how Sho’s—perfect—lips forming a mischievous smile.

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And here I am after (maybe) 2 months(?) without posting fanfics. hihihi... my campus really busy.
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Title :Clinging Nino
Pairing :Sakumiya
Rating: G/PG
Genre: fluff
Length: drabble
Disclaimer: I only have their pictures and this plot (TT—TT)
Summary: Nino become so spoiled at Sho starting this morning. He always clinging on Sho's arm.
Warning: not beta-ed, bad summary, bad story, bad plot, bad english (really bad, there is so many mistakes with grammar, words, please bear with it m_ _m )

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Almost all day since this morning Nino clinging to Sho, wherever Sho go Nino will follow him with his hand clutches Sho's arm. Even when they take a bath, Nino didn't want to far away--even to separated by a wall--from Sho. At first, Sho didn't protest since he know Nino. The younger sometimes can be so spoiled at him, just like today. But when they have to work Nino still clinging at him. All the time and didn't want to loosen his arm. That's make Arashi members thinking there is something wrong with Nino.

"Anoo... Sho-chan. What happend to Nino?" Ohno asking him as his eyes look at Nino. Same as Sho's eyes at the same direction. Nino looks still clinging on him, circling his arm on Sho's arm and he looks so tired until he sleep with that position. His lips a little open make a litlle O, his eyes closed so tight. Sho smile.

"I don't know, Ohno-san, he already like this start from this morning"

"I wondering, why he being like that today"

"But he is so cute like that, isn't he?" Aiba said as he poked Nino's cheeks. Jun just nodded with a little chuckled. 

"And he didn't playing his game too" Aiba said so as he looking at peaceful Nino

"And I'm so worried about him now" Sho sighed,

"Yeah... I think he got fever at first" Jun look at Nino who still sleep.

"Hmm... Same as me" Sho run his finger on his lover's hair. Caress his hair smoothly.

"Take care of him, nee... Sho-chan" Aiba look at Sho, giving him a worried face.

"Of course I will, Aiba. I'm his lover, don't you remember" Sho smile at him

"Just in case if you forget" and they laughing with a tiny voice for not waking up Nino from his dream.

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Nino... Are you allright?" Sho asking him when they alone at lift. Nino look at Sho's eyes and nodded.

Oh... He didn't talk to much since this morning too. It must be something wrong.

"Are you sure?"

"Um..." Nino answer him with nodded and humming as his back of hand rubbing his eyes. After a few minutes, he yawning.

Sho take his back hand and place it on Nino's forehead. Nino frowning,

"What happend Sho-chan?"

"You are not get fever don't you?" Nino shake his head.

"I'm fine. Really. I just..." Nino stop a moment and look to other side. He avoid Sho's eyes.

"Just what, Kazu?" Nino still not answering him.

"Kazu?" Sho take Nino's chin to make him look at him. As soon as they face each other, their eyes meet too.

"I just love you..." he whispering with a very tiny voice.

"I can't hear you, Kazu" Sho teasing him. Now Nino make a pouty lips and Sho can't resist him anymore, with a quick movement he peck a kiss at the younger pouty lips,

"Sho-chan!" Nino hit Sho's arm slightly, make the rapper chuckled.

"I'm sorry. Your lips... I can't resist it. And that's lips so delicious, Kazu" he cupped Nino's cheeks which is already blushing.

"I love you Sho-chan" Nino said it again as he hug him

"Um~ I know" he hug Nino. "And I love you too" he mumbling it on Nino's crown head.

"I love you more and more everyday" Nino said again.

"Umm~ me too"

Finally they arrive at parking area. They enter their car.

After they settled their seatbelt, Sho stop for a moment and looking at Nino again. His eyes fixed on the younger. Nino blushing. Well, Sho really know how Nino never said I love you to him. So... Today is a rare situation for him.

"Wh-what?"

"Are you clinging on me from this morning because you want to said that?" Nino avoid Sho's eyes again and nodded in silence.

Sho chuckled.

"You know... Sometimes, you are really cute" Sho start the engine. Nino cupped his his arm, pretending being mad. Sho just give him a light laugh.

"I'm sorry for not always like that"

"Nope. I love it. Really. I love how you said your love, with a different way. If I can ask you, I want you to be like this everyday" he chuckled again.

"I'll think about it again" Nino look at their front car with a sheepish smile.

Sho just give him a very big smile as return

Well, to have Nino clinging on him is really good thing. Maybe after they arrive, Sho will give something as return of Nino's love.

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Another short story, everyone? I'm sorry for my bad english. I know there is so many mistakes here and there. I hope you can bear with it. m_ _m
Thank you for reading and give your comments ^ - ^

  Title: When Sho using Jun’s kitchen... [Toast Bread]
Rating: G/PG
Genre: humor (a little)
Pairing: Sakumoto
Length: 1.034 words
Disclaimer: I only have their pictures and this plot (TT—TT)
Summary: when Jun still in his dreamland and suddenly his nose smell something... burn
Warning: not beta-ed, bad summary, bad english (really bad, so please bear with it m_ _m )

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Jun still in his deep peacefull sleep. Still in his beautiful dream. When his nose suddenly smelling something make that smell come and join in to and ruining his beautiful dream. With his energy he try his hard to open his heavy eyelids. Maybe his eyes still can’t open, but his ears already can heard something strange from somewhere in his house.

A little screaming.

His brain work in automatically. Between this smell and that little scream, what can Sho do with both of that?

Sho? Sakurai... Sho? Oh, yes. Jun smile remember what happening last night. Last night is their love-dovey night and of course wonderful, hot, warm, sexy and sex too. Ah... Sakurai always know how to make their love making feel great.

And his lover name absolutely can make his eyes wide-open now.

Don’t tell me... don’t tell me...! his brain screaming.

With all his might he try to wake up and run to kitchen. Because actually he still sleepy, he become carelss. His left little toe stumble the door. And that really hurt, really really hurt.

“SHOOOO!” he call his lover name, just in case to make Sho stop everything—Jun mean, EVERYTHING—his lover do now in kitchen. His voice still hoarse because he’s not ready yet to wake up from his sleep.

“Ha-Haii!!” Sho seems take attention to Jun’s call. Jun can see Sho’s face peek out, looking at him from behind door kitchen and then he come out from there and close the door behind him. Clearly, he see Sho’s face looks afraid of something. And of course, Jun’s mind already travel to his kitchen. He can’t imagine if his kitchen already become ash. No, he can’t.

“What happend? Are you hurting yourself?” Sho approach him when he see Jun holding his left little toe with face in pain.

But Jun seems didn’t hear Sho. He walk pass Sho and straight into his kitchen, to make sure if his kitchen still fine. What he see is, his kitchen already full with smoke.

Quickly, he open the kitchen window to allow all the smoke gone from his kitchen. He give a death glare toward Sho who stand near door. Sho avoid Jun’s eyes with looking to floor with his fingers playing around his apron. He make his lips become pouty and that’s invited Jun to kiss and taste that lips. Make Jun’s anger calm down a little bit because he know the reason behind Sho use his kitchen, to make a simple breakfast for him.

That’s actually simple. He know how Sho really want to be a good lover with bringing Jun breakfast with tray to the bed. That’s great actually to imagine it. But it’s not when you know what happend to your kitchen after that. Even maybe your house or apartement can burn just because of a simple breakfast. Jun sighed. He walk to stove which already turn off before Sho come out from kitchen when he screaming his name. With just one look, he know he have to buy another pan.

“What are you cooking now, Sho-kun?” Jun turn around to him. Sho looks surprised.

“Eh? A-anoo... etoo... bread. Toast bread. With... coffee, actually” he said the answer after he look confused. Of course with whispering because he know Jun will think that was a simple breakfast and he nearly burning his kitchen into ash. And Sho’s brain is out of working cause he also don’t know why he also make disaster with cooking things even he already careful with anything.

“Hmm... I see” Jun said as he lifting the dark-burn bread. “It’s really... toast” he continue his comment as he make inspection to Sho’s art.

“Anoo, Jun. I’ll buy you the new one. Really, I’m sorry...”

“It’s okay. As long my kitchen still safe, it’s okay” Jun looking around his kitchen, make sure if everything still good. And thank god, seems only his pan in damage.

“Actually I was searching for you toast bread mechine, but I didn’t find it. So... I...”

“The mechine got some problem, so I ask someone to fix it" somehow he relieve his toast mechine not at kitchen today.

Then silence.

After a few minutes, Jun can see a single tears running down on Sho’s cheeks.

“Eh? What happend, Sho? Are you burn your hand, too?” he quickly walk to Sho and checking his lover hands.

“No, I-I’m not, you baka! It’s just... just...”

“Just what? Tell me?”

“Why I can’t cook something as simple as toast bread?”

“Maybe that’s not your ability.”

“But I want to make you breakfast, too... I can’t always make you in charge to making breakfast everytime we have to stay together. I want to be good in cooking as Aiba and Nino, too.”

Jun sighed.

“Look, I don’t really care about how good you are in cooking or something or even everything. Because you are just you. This is Sho-chan who always become my lover, the one who can’t cook even for something simple. That’s my lover. I don’t want you to be someone else like Aiba or Nino who can cook. I only need this Sakurai Sho. Okay?” Jun explain it while his arms hug Sho. He can feel Sho nodded.

“So... you are not mad?” Jun nodded after he release him.

“But you still owe me new pan” Sho’s eyes look sparkling and he throw himself to hug Jun.

“Thank you, Juuuuun~ I love youuuu~!”

“Haii, haii... I love you too. Why don’t you go for bath? I’ll make our breakfast” Sho release his arms and looking at him.

“But... I already take a bath. Don't you smell it when you hug me?”

Because now you smell like a burn toast bread.Jun's mind talk

“Oh, I'm sorry. Or maybe help me with tidying around?”

“I’ll do it!” Sho said cheerful. He take off his apron and gone to start tidying room.

Jun sighed again as he looking back at his unlucky pan and the bread.

“I’ll never... never everlet Sho cooking again. I’ll make sure to wake up first before he did when he stay. It’s good before he can burn my apartement” Jun nodded at his agreement for himself

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Title : Black Silhoutte
Pairing/group : Arashi
Length : oneshot
Rating : PG
Genre : horror (a little, I think)
Disclaimers: only the plot because this based on true story *not in Arashi's life, of course*
Warnings : (Beta-self/unbeta-ed) English not my mother language. I’m really really sorry for (a lot of) the grammar mistake. I’m sorry for bad giving rating, summary, genre and plot and everything.
Summary : Sho felt uneasy all day and Ohno seeing something behind Sho.

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Sho felt uneasy all day. He felt his shoulder so heavy these days. But he ignored it. Of course, because of the professionalism he owned and highly valued. He could not complain just because the pain in his shoulder. While Nino, during a concert could survive with the pain he suffered.

But getting midday, his shoulders getting more heavier and hurt. His neck felt very tired even to hold his own head. And the more he could not tolerate the pain.

He turned to the other members of Arashi. Still busy with their activities. Nino with Nintendo in hand, Aiba busy tell Jun his story while Jun was busy with a fashion magazine, occasionally muttering to answer Aiba who still told him his story. And Ohno, eh...? Sho saw Ohno had been looked at him with a look I-want-say-something but remained silent. When their eyes met, Ohno immediately dispose of his view from Sho to the magazine he was holding. Sho frowned.

Is there something he wants to say? Sho thought.

After filming they back to the green room for get ready back to home.

"Jyaa nee~ minna. Otsukaresama deshita. I'm go back first..." said the gamer waved his hand and left the room after the other replied him. 

"Well... then, me too. Otsukaresama deshita. See you tomorrow" Jun follow Nino come out while carrying the bag.

"Otsukaresama deshita ..." said the three of them.

"Aiba, you don’t go home?" Sho asking.

"No. I'm waiting for my manager. He said he would buy me a drink tonight. Tomorrow I'm off." a smile grin on his face. Sho just smile back at him.

Sho looked at Ohno. Once again he found the older stared silently. This time, his curiosity getting bigger when Ohno approached him.
 
"You do not go home, Sho?" said Ohno. Sho shook his head.

"I have News Zero later. Is there something wrong, Riida? You look like want to say something to me." Ohno silent for a moment.

"Hmmm... Want me to massage your shoulders?" he asked suddenly. Sho increasingly confused. There is something strange about Ohno attitude today. Not usual thing he offered himself without any important matter.
 
"Hmmm... of course. My shoulder had been hurts all this day. Maybe your massage can help me getting better."

"Then Sho-kun, just have to sit and relax. I’ll massaging your shoulder" Sho also obey the leader then Ohno start massaging his shoulder.

"Ah... Riida. I want some massage too on my shoulder~ "Aiba said spoiled them. They both smiled.

"Later Aiba-chan. After Sho" said Ohno with hand still massaging Sho’s shoulders from behind the sofa. Somehow it feels very soothing when Ohno started massaging him. The Leader’s hands really highly skilled with this massage stuff. Sho even give a relieved sigh a moments after Ohno started massaging his shoulder. This is what he needed from the beginning.

"How is it? Feeling better?" Ohno asked between his busy hands still working massaging Sho’s shoulders.

" Hhmmm... It feels very good Ohno-san. If I know this way can make me better I’ll asking your help from the first" said Sho with relief. Ohno smiling. For afew minutes he still massaging his shoulder.

But Ohno suddenly stopped. Ohno can't hide his surprised when once again he see that thing,fortunately Sho and Aiba didn't see him. Because he can't feel leader touch anymore, Sho then looked at Ohno who stands behind him. He found the pale-faced of the older.
 
"Ohno-san ..." Sho call. Ohno looked surprised when Sho calling his name. Made him back to himself.

"Ah... Yes?"

"Why stop?" Ohno confusion want to answer him. Then he looked at Aiba who busy opening a magazine in front of him. Ohno immediately pointed towards Aiba.

"I-I think this time... it’s Aiba turn." he said then go to the back of the Aiba couch.

"Wow? Really! It’s my turn now? Yatta... thank you, Leader. Aahh... Sho is right. It feels very nice and comfortable" Aiba murmuring when Ohno start to massaging his shoulder.

Sho just stared at him with confusion. But then his gaze diverted to Aiba is brushing his arms.

"What happend, Aiba-san?" Sho asking. Aiba staring at the floor with silent.

"I don't know. But for some reason lately it feels very cold... this is not good." Aiba whispered as if he talking to himself while still brushing his arms. Ohno fetch the jacket. "Ah... thank you." Aiba immediately put it on.

"Eh? Cold? Is it really cold, huh?" Sho muttered, glance on the direction of the air conditioning in the room. See temperatures in the remote control does not seem too cold.

"Maybe he was not feeling well, Sho" said Ohno while still massaging Aiba. Well, for sure he know what's going on. But can't say it.

"Ah... might as well." Sho said looked at Aiba who had close his eyes easement when Ohno massaging his shoulder.

"Ah! Oh-chan! I have to go. Looks like my manager had call me. Ah! Yabai!" Aiba cried, reaching for his cell phone and look at the display. His manager had called.

"Hehe... Gomen, Ohno-san, Sho-chan. I had to go first. Bye bye..." Aiba grabbed his bag and waved his hand toward the two of them.

"Bye-bye, Aiba-chan...!" Said Sho and Ohno waved back. And the greenroom door closed and returned to silent again. Sho keep silent. Likewise with Ohno.

Something makes Ohno curious to staring at Sho who still in his daydreaming. A moment later, Ohno turned pale--again. something which he thought was just a coincidence, it's actually a real. Black silhouette—which actually somehow looks more like shadows—is around Sho. Enveloped him. Turned into a shadowy nightmare for anyone who be hemmed in that nightmare. Ohno gulped, frightened.

"What happend, Ohno-san? Is there something wrong? You look pale," the younger asked, already staring straight toward Ohno. Ohno immediately shook his head quickly. Tried to go back to his reality. Once again he trying to catch the silhouette. But that silhouette was gone. Then he look at Sho, trying his best to smile.

"N-No nothing. There’s nothing Sho. I think I should go home now. I think you should immediately go to the studio too, right?" Ohno said with smile. He tried to hide his mind.

Sho nodded. "It looks like I'll be leaving now" Sho took his bag and also Ohno’s bag. And give it to the owner.

While walking out of the room past every corridor, Ohno looked at Sho who walked in front of him. He tried to find the silhouette again of Sho’s back. But it looks like the silhouette is pop up and dissapear at certain moments.

"Jyaa-nee, Ohno-san. Otsukaresama deshita. See you tomorrow.." Sho waved as he walked away from the lobby. Ohno could only halfheartedly waved his hand toward the younger who already running far with back turned.

"Jyaa... otsukaresama, Sho-san..." he whispered as if talking to himself. Shortly the silhouette was seen again behind Sho in Ohno’s eyes and then disappeared again, just like in greeroom. Ohno held his breath. He knew something bad will happen. Something bad will be happend to Sho...

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A/n : I know, it's really absurd and weird, right? Well, I this is only a random oneshot I think. Hihihi...
Thank you for read this. All of your comments are welcome ^ - ^

Title: Love Behind Jealousy

Pairing / Group: Ohmiya / Arashi

Rating: PG-13? / Oneshot

Genre: AU, Friendship, Fluff?

Disclaimers: just the plot. Not the Arashi TT--TT

Summary: Nino so jealous and (actually) Ohno too, but they can’t do anything because they just friend

Warnings: bad english (that will be really bad), I’m sorry for all grammar mistake in this fic, for the story if it’s not good enough,  for bad summary, for wrong to choose the words, for bad to give rating and genre, for all mistakes here and there. m- -m

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“Kazu”

"What? What do you want to talk to me again?" Nino shouted, throwing an angry glare at Ohno who tried to call him. Ohno was stopped on his spot.

'Kazu, I do not understand why you're so angry?'

"Oh, yes! Of Course. How could you know why I'm angry! Stupid me.” Nino resumed his feet leaving Ohno. But a moment later he heard Ohno had following him.

"Kazu, tell me why you're angry," said Ohno, catching arm Nino, make him stop walking to far. Quickly, Nino threw Ohno’s hand from his arm.

"Oh? And just now you asking me? And do not ever touch me again!"

"Kazu?" Nino exhaled. His face was still flushed with anger.

"You want to know why I'm mad? You, Ohno Satoshi. You're always talking about Sakurai-san this, Sakurai-san that. I knew he was the new kid in school, in our class. But that was a few months ago. And-and since when you called him Sho-kun ... ah no! Sho-chan, right? Why are you so pay attention to him, Satoshi? Why?"

"Kazu-I ..."

"You always talk about him! Argh, for God's sake. Don’t you think a little bit about me here? How do I feel? How do I feel when hear you talk to him, see him, and-and..” Nino can’t able to hold his breath and emotions. He squeezed the tip of his shirt in frustration. Until unwittingly, tear already flowing quickly. Fell right on his shoes.

"Kaz-"

"Just do not talk to me again!!" and Nino yelled and ran left Ohno who froze in his standing spot.

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"Ohayou~ Oh-chan" Sho calling with cheerful tone as he gave a light pat on the other shoulder, making Ohno returned from his daydreaming.

"Ah, Ohayou Sho-kun" Ohno looked at him listless.

"Eh? What’s wrong?"

"No, nothing. Only a little problems” Ohno said, pulling out a book and pencil. Arranging them neatly on his desk.

"Ninomiya-kun, Ohayou!” Sho said, waving his hand toward Nino, who just give only a small nod. Ohno's eyes met his eyes that stared at Nino with guilt. Quickly, Nino dispose his eyes from Ohno.

"Hmm? What's wrong with him?" Sho muttered as he looked back at Ohno. Sho's face brightened immediately.

"You want to have lunch with me?" Sho asked again. Ohno—again—just give a small nod. Sho looked shouting merrily and started to talk about a lot of things while Ohno not really listen at him. His gaze fixed on Nino who sitting far away from his place. And suddenly he felt lonely.

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"Ohno-san, we have to clean the class after this, right?" Sho asked while he ate his food.

"Ah, yes. I haven’t told my mother that I would be late" Ohno immediately took his cell phone and texting his mom.

"fortunately I told you. Ah! Ninomiya-kun. Want to join us?” Sho asked, waving his hand toward Nino who already hold a door knob classroom and his lunch box.

"I eat in the cafeteria" he said sarcastically, glancing and leave them. Sho tilted his head, confused.

"You know what's wrong with him?" Sho asked again looked at Ohno who stared at the classroom door left wide opened by Nino. He just shook his head. He not really sure what makes Nino angry at him.

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"Haven’t I told you many times to tell him directly, Nino" Aiba said while eating a hamburger in his hand. Nino gave in return Aiba to listen his problem. They were sitting on the rooftop of the school, devouring their lunch. Better than in the cafeteria or in the park which are full of people.

"How could I tell him, Aibaka! What if he- "

"Hey! Do not call me like that or I'll leave you here with your problem!"Aiba stared annoyed, protest to Nino.

"Ah, Gomen, gomen. I mean, Aiba. How could I tell him? What if he doesn’t like me? You know, he-he might be away from me. Maybe he fall in love with girl in our class, or- "

"You have not asked him, how could you know?" the other, Jun, asked who suddenly was sitting next to Nino.

"Oh, my goodness, Jun! Where have you been?" hitting Jun’s shoulder who just chuckled followed by laughter of Aiba.

"You should see your face, Nino. Back to your problem, how do you know if you not ask him?”

"I have no idea. I just... that just my feelings. Maybe he doesn't like me" Nino looked down, staring at a pack of hamburger in his hand.

"Hmm... where did you know he's not like you?" Jun asked again as he straightened his legs.

"He was always talking about Sakurai Sho!" Nino said as he raised his tone, unwrapping the hamburger with full of emotion. Almost dropped before deftly captures the hamburger from fall to ground.

“Just Sho here, Sho there. Anywhere is SHO! Can’t he see me right there, always beside him?! All day? Why he didn’t talk about me, or him, or maybe talking about another topics?” Nino shouting again while eating his hamburger with irritated.

"Huh?? Impossible! You mean, Sakurai Sho ?! That Sakurai Sho?? " Aiba asking to hysterical. Nino stared annoyed towards Aiba.

"So could you tell me if there is another Sakurai Sho, huh? Of course not! One Sakurai Sho already make me get a great headache" Nino still raise his tone while Jun just chuckled at him. That’s not rare to see Nino like this. But when he already in that mood, he can be so funny for Jun. Especially when he talk to Aiba like this time.

"He...he is your classmate?" Nino nodded.

"Wuuuaaahh!! You're lucky, Nino. Can be classmate with him. I'm one of his fans. He was very great. Don’t you see basketball game yesterday? He's so cool!"

“I know. I’m in one team with him yesterday—if only you could see me at the edge of field, on the bench” Nino mumbled bitting his hamburger. Jun chuckled in silent.

“And-and you know? He also clever! Ooh, gosh... in fact, he always won various competitions. Maybe he’s smarter than what I had expected. I really wanted to be nearby with him. Maybe he could help me with lessons and-”

"Aiba Masaki! We're here to talk about my problems! Not talking about Sho that you idolize!!” Nino yelling at him while give a death glared toward Aiba. Aiba silent at that moment.

"Ah, yes. Gomen-nasai, Nino" grinned like an innocence boy.

"Mou~!!" Nino shouted while he ate his hamburger again with upset and emotional. And Jun laughed so loud at his friends.

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"Satoshi, you've told your mother this day would come home late?" Sho approached to Ohno. Ohno did not respond immediately because he was so distraught with Nino’s anger. All this week Nino avoid him. Refused to talk to him. Refusing to simply turned and looked at him. It may even refuse to recognize his existence in the same room.

"Oh-chan?" Sho call again. This time, Ohno looked at him, smiled and nodded. Other students seemed busy with their each bag. It's time to go home.

They immediately did cleaned their class. A moment later they heard the door opened.

"Ano ... sumimasen~. I want to meet Ninomiya Kazunari” said that boy, Aiba. Behind him there is Jun.

Sho looked at the boy who was standing in the doorway, staring at him. Yes, there is Jun. But focusing only on Aiba in Sho’s views. He looks radiant and so cheerful. Shortly makes Sho blushed without reason.

"Eh? Ah ... Ninomiya-san? He-he was there" Sho replied, pointing to the Nino’s bench without leaved his sight from Aiba. Jun seemed to look on the direction which gived by Sho, after that he just titled his head while look back at Sho.

"But he's not there," said Jun. That's when Sho realized. He stared at Nino bench.

"Are? Hahaha... sorry. I think he was still there. Because he was sitting there, moment ago.” Aiba chuckled and then walked towards Sho and Ohno.

"Long time no see, Ohno-kun" says Aiba with a grin.

"Long time no see, Aiba-chan. You, too, Jun-kun " Jun waved his hand toward Ohno.

"And you must be ..."

"Sho. Sakurai Sho" said Sho quickly giving his hand to shake. But Aiba giggled even louder. Somehow it looks sweet in Sho’s eyes.

"You are too formal, Sho-chan" Aiba said, trying to wink—which is actually end up with failing wink— while he take Sho’s hand to shake it back. Shortly, heard Aiba call him with that name made his butterfly in his stomach fly. Aiba’s hand is so warm when held his hand gently. Also his smile. If he is not careful, he might end up in Aiba’s hand melting like an ice cream.

"Ah... Oh...  S-sorry" Sho muttered embarrassed. Instantly turned to red. Aiba just give him another sweet smile.

"You don’t have to tease him, Aiba. He already melting when you talk to him from the doorway" said Jun from the direction of the seat next to Ohno. And Aiba just give a chuckled. But Sho became redder than before.

"Aiba-chan? Jun-kun? It's been a long time wait for me?” Nino come in front of the door.

"Geez, Nino. You said you were going home together. But when we come you even not in your class. Did you forgot it?"  Aiba asked as he removed his hand from Sho and go towards Nino. Sho sighed. That warm hand go away like that.

"Sorry. I was from the bathroom. Let's go home "said Nino, taking his bag on the table.

"Kazu, can I go home with you?" Ohno quickly asking him with puppy eyes, of course. Nino give him another cynical glance.

"No.." Jun feel sorry to Ohno who already sighed hardly. He knew this two of his friends still unfinished their problems at all. He knew how stubborn Nino and how slow Ohno in calming and catch Nino’s feelings towards him. And he didn’t want to be among this cold war.

"Aiba-san!" They all looked at the one who screaming. Sho. Even Sho looked surprised with his own voice.

"May-May I... go home with you?" Sho quickly. Nino and Aiba looked at each other.

"Be-because we had just met. And I want to know more about you" said Sho with so much nervous. He looked at Aiba.

"That’s sound good for me" Aiba answered without consent with Nino, which is makes Nino looks increasingly annoyed. And Jun are looking away from Nino who is angry.

"Ano... I seem to have to go home first. My mother is waiting for me at home. Jyaa nee ... "Jun immediately run left the Nino’s classroom.

"Eeeh ?? JUN!!" Nino cried, stopped at the door while pursuing Jun. But Jun had gone too far away from his range.

Nino—again—give annoyed stare toward Ohno still who still see the floor and then looked at Aiba, who grinning like an idiot at him.

"Aarrghh ...!"

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"Aiba, why are you even allow him?" Nino whispered, elbowing Aiba that walks next to him. He stared at his back, Sho and Ohno walked behind them. Ensuring the others didn’t hear him.

Aiba just grinned. "He asked me to back home together. That mean you can go home without me, Ninomiya-kun. That mean just Iwho he asked to back home together." Nino just make a pouty face. "Beside... I'm Sakurai Sho fans. This is a rare opportunity because I'm not in his class. "

"Ano... Aiba-san" call the latter. Nino and Aiba stared at their back. Sho looked at Aiba with a beaming, while Ohno still walking with his head down. Looked desperate.

"Yes? What is it?" Aiba asked curiously. He immediately walked next to Sho. And a few moments later they were in familiar conversation. Nino rolled his eyes in disgust and walking quickly, leaving the three of them.

"Shit! How could he leave me for that man!" Nino just cursed with a small voice.

Without them knowing , their feet move so quickly for Ohno who lagged behind their with his daydreaming. As he looked at his friends who had walk away in front of him, he tried to speed up his footsteps, but...

"Aauuch!" Ohno voice made them all aware of his existence and look up to him.

Ohno had fallen with his face to the ground. Not moving.

"EH ?? Ohno-san ?! "

Aiba, Sho, and Nino quickly ran toward Ohno is lagging far behind them. Helping Ohno got up from the ground.

“Are you okay?” Nino asked him quickly when Aiba and Sho helped him sit on the edge of the road.

"Ah.. I'm okay" said Ohno, trying to clean up his shirt. Suddenly ...

"AAAAAHHHH!!! Satoshi! You..." Nino cried again pointing at him.

"What is it, Nino?" Aiba asked, glancing at the same direction as Nino. Likewise with Sho.

"Oh My God!!" they chanted together. Ohno is still confusion staring at the three of them.

"What?" That's when he felt something strange. Something seemed to flow from his forehead and to his nose. He touched his forehead and he saw the blood on his hands.

"Eh? Blood?... " and again, Ohno collapse. This time at Nino's hand. Sho and Aiba just back screaming hysterically.

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Ohno blinked his eyes which is feels heavy to open. His body didn’t seem want to move. He heard someone talking, seemed to him. But he was not sure he heard it. Is that so familiar voice, the voice of Nino.

"You wake up ..." said Nino. Ohno finally able to open his eyes. The first face he saw was Nino with a face relief. He felt his hand so warm because Nino was holding to it.

"Kazu ..." Ohno call with a weak-even almost silently. Nino caress Ohno’s cheek gently.

"You should rest. Ah... I'm going to call yout mother" when Nino will leave him, the other quickly grabbed Nino to prevent him go away.

"Stay here ..." he said.

"But-"

"Stay ..."

"Your mother have to-"

"Please, Kazu ... Onegai" Ohno said with a pleading. However Nino desire to get away from Ohno, if he has given a look like that, Nino will not be able to resist that. Nino sat back in his place while holding back Ohno’s hand and hooking their fingers together. Ohno feel the warmth is returned and it gets warmer and so close to his heart.

"You know I'm still mad at you" Nino said break the silence of the room between them.

"You know, I do not understand the reason behind your anger at me if you didn’t talk it to me" said Ohno who closed his eyes. He wanted to feel the warmth of the hand Nino gave.

Nino didn't answer Ohno's words. The silence enveloped them back.

"Are you jealous?" Ohno suddenly asked him. Nino suddenly become awkward.

"EH? Eh...? jealous of what? For what should I be jealous? I... I... "Nino paused. The sentence has not been resolved and he looked down with a sigh.

"... I’m nothing to you" said Nino with a small pitch. More sounded like people were lackluster. Ohno looked at him. He gently touched his chin and lifted Nino’s head so he can see his face clearly.

"You know, you look cute when you got jealous like that" Ohno said as he gave a sweet smile. Instantly Nino's face flushed like a tomato. "And also when embarrassed like this" said Nino Ohno, stroking his cheek gently.

Nino put her hand over Ohno, following the movement of his hands still stroking his cheek. Nino closed his eyes, enjoy it. It has been a long time since he was so angry and jealous of Ohno because he prefers to talk about Sho. Perhaps he was a nothing for Ohno, but as soon as all matters relating to Ohno, Nino couldn’t refrain from any emotion which he buried. Whether it's love or too jealous.

"Since the beginning I know you're jealous, Kazu" their eyes met. Nino looked startled and immediately put on a frown.

"If you already know why you still not doing anything for me?"

"Because I'm not other than your best friend, your friend, right" Ohno said.

"Oh ..."

"Just Oh?"

"Then what I have to say?"

"Hmm ... maybe you should said, "will you be my boyfriend? "Or " what if we are date?" Like that?" Ohno asked while playing his fingers on his chin. Showing the face of thinking that looks annoying for Nino.

"Huh? Why do I have to say it? "

"Because you were jealous first, right?"

"Doesn’t make sense. You're the one who supposed said that" Nino still put on a pouty lips. Somehow it looks fit with his face.

“Why me?"

"Because I'm afraid..." Nino looked at Ohno, "I'm afraid you doesn’t like me. Afraid you're going away from me when i confess you. I’m afraid you love Sho more than me" Ohno draw a deep breath. And he look at Nino.

“Why you think I like Sho?” Nino looks shock with that question. Oh, no! He even don’t know what have to say.

“I just... thinking like that. Because-” ah... he know what he have to said,“-because you always talk about Sho when you with me. Because Sho looks always smile bright when he with you. Because... you know... he sometimes call you Oh-chan. And that’s really make me can’t stand with it” Nino talk all his mind now. When he realize that, his face already hot. He wonder if that can make him look so stupid in front of Ohno.

“You have to know, because I don’t know what I have to talk about when I’m with you” Ohno sighed hard.

“Eh?”

“When I’m with you I don’t really know what makes you can look at me from your games. I also got jealous because of your game make you not pay full attention to me” Ohno look at him with pouty face.

“So... that’s just to make me pay attention to you?” Ohno nodded.

“You use Sho as our topics?” Ohno nodded again.

“How could you do that to me?! Talk about another when you with me. That’s bad idea, Oh-chan.”

“Ah... you call me Oh-chan again” Ohno chuckled and smile gently. Nino silent. But he relieved he can take the jealous out from his heart.

"Want to be my boyfriend?" Ohno asked suddenly. Nino looked at him with bulging eyes. Ohno might be said if that eyes it could have jumped out from their places.

"Huh?"

"Want to be my boyfriend?" Nino still silent with his mouth open. And Ohno still give him gentle smile.

"I really like you. I’m really love you. I don’t know since when, but I'm very sure I'm so in love with you" said Ohno again.

"This is confession of your I-love?" Ohno nodded.

"Hmm.  I... I..." Nino can’t answer quickly because a moment later Ohno had kissed his lips. Long and warm kiss

"I like you" said Ohno again.

"I-I ... I like you too," Nino finally able to answer that question.

"Never again left me walk alone" said Ohno while he back lying on his bed.

"It's all your fault. You in your wonderland. Beside... Every moment I'm around you, I feels difficult to speak and breath like normal."

Ohno grinning at him.

“And you, never, ever... talk about another man to make me pay attention to you. That's really make me jealous” Ohno nodded.

"And- and..." Nino suddenly feel shy to continue his sentences.

"And?"

"And please let me be the one who can call you Oh-chan. I can't stand when there is another who calling you with that name. Especially Sakurai-san" Nino's shy so cute to resist for Ohno.

“I knew Nino,  I knew it since long time ago” Ohno said. Nino chuckled and give him a kiss on his lips.

That when the door opened by someone.

“OH GOD!! I shouldn’t open the door! I shouldn’t!!” Sho screaming like there was a fire in that room. Make the couple in that room stay away from each other. But Aiba just give a light pat at Sho's shoulder.

“Yeah... we shouldn’t open the door. Well then, enjoy your time!” Aiba close the door again.

“Make sure you have a condom there!!” Aiba yell from the outside. And some giggling can be heard from outside. Make them looked each other with a red face.

“AIBAKAAAA!!”  

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A / n : eeh ?? I realized after writing and re-reading this fic. Jun appears not really much! No! I'm so bad. I'm sorry Jun. Sorry .... m _ _ m

Please give me your comments. I would love to know what you do you think about this one. ^ ^